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Wednesday, 18 March 2009

  • randomness....

    Thought I would write about what's been happening lately.

    I am working with the Jesus Revolution summer teams this year, it's my 3rd year. You'd think I actually knew what I was doing by now but there always seems to be some new challenge.  We just had our first registration deadline.  We now have 30 applications!!  This is amazing, it's like half of the amount we had last year at the end. It also creates a lot of work to do.  There are many things to plan, organize and think about.  I just have to remember not to let it stress me out.  But I am also so excited to go to Italy again this year.  We'll be in the very south of Italy, near the toe.  The town is called Catanzaro.  I am looking forward to a great summer!! 

    I am also writing a thesis on my chosen topic of healing.  This is for the Bible school course that I am taking.  It's an interesting topic and many different directions you can look at.  I read three books:  How to Heal the Sick by Charles and Frances Hunter, Healing the Sick by T.L. Osborn and Power Healing by John Wimber.  One subject, three different aspects and three different authors.  It's so interesting to compare the books and dig deeper into this subject.  I am really enjoying it.  If anyone is interested to read my paper when I am finished let me know. 

    I am going to Paris on Saturday for 4 days to visit my friend Sophonie!! I have been planning this trip for almost two years and I bought my tickets in January.  Since I broke my ankle and I am not quite 100% yet I was thinking I might not be able to go but my friend said just come anyway and she'll help me to make it work.  I have ordered my wheelchair at the airport and she said someone in Paris can pick me up so I don't have to try to find my way on the train or bus.  Since I have to use my crutches I think I'll only take a back pack and pack really light.  I think I can manage.  I have been before so I won't need to do the touristy stuff. We'll stay at her sister's place in the center. I think we'll just go to cafes, drink cappucino, eat croissants and since I heard that spring is there already maybe we can enjoy a nice park and be outside a lot.  I'll post pictures when I get back.

    The weather is turning more spring like here too.  It's nice, the sky is blue now for two days and all the snow in the garden is melting.  Since I have been inside practically the last entire 6 weeks I appreciate any sign of real light...the sun coming through the window today made me happy. 

    Alright...I need to go to sleep now.  Hope this was interesting for some of you.  Have a wonderful day or evening...depending on where you live and when you read this. 

Monday, 09 March 2009

  • As I read story after story of so many friends and acquaintances that are all too familiar with sicknesses, cancer and other diseases my mind often races of questions asking why?  It’s not wrong to question but do we ever really understand fully this question?  My heart hurts to know of people who suffer.  Recently, I spent just 4 days in the hospital.  My time there felt like forever but compared to some it was like the blink of an eye.  I found that the very medicine given to make me feel better was making me feel even worse.  The injury that put me in the hospital was actually the least of my problems.  Those days however, I realized that I needed something that wasn’t going to come from the doctors.  It was so special the feeling I had when I knew that so many were praying for me.  The first night I received text message after text message, each message had encouragement and reminders that my church family was praying for me.   In the middle of my pain I knew I just had to ask one person to pray because I was so desperate for the pain to go away and that one person would spread the word.  This was incredibly comforting for me. 

    I don’t believe that anyone has all the answers but I do believe that we as Christians have more than we think we do.  Our hope, our confidence and belief in a God that truly comforts and heals is a treasure waiting to be opened.  Even if you wouldn’t see a miraculous immediate result wouldn’t even the thought of being healed make you at least say a small prayer?  This is where our faith must begin.  I don’t believe that the great healing evangelists were any different than us in the fact they too had to believe that God could heal and ask Him before they saw it happen. 

    Our lives as Christians give us the ability to conjure up a different kind of faith that allows us to have what it takes to see the impossible become reality through God working in us.  I believe that we need to grab a hold of what has been lying dormant and breathe life into a radical belief that God wants us all to live a life free from pain and suffering.  God doesn’t ask us to carry sickness as a test or some other fanatical idea of God’s chastisement.  He wants us to live free. 

    In all of this there is a caution of reality.  We make daily decisions and must suffer the consequences of these decisions. However, God gives us the strength to endure.  Endurance is a quality that comes with patience and patience is a fruit of the spirit.  The fruit that each of us is supposed to possess.  It all begins to fit together in this vast puzzle that we spend our entire lifetime trying to put together.  God has created us to live in peace, not in many pieces but in one with an internal peace.  Our bodies are designed in such a way that they can miraculously heal themselves when being used and treated properly.  What a gift we possess.  What an amazing God we serve.  I am in awe of God’s ingenuity and creativity. 

    My life’s calling and desire is to live my life to the fullest.  To not only “live” life but to enjoy it, treasure it, learn from it, and sacrifice it for the One who made it all possible.  As I have only begun to scratch the surface of such a life, I come back to the point of asking questions.  What is it that would build my character to fulfill the destiny I am called to?  Why do I sometimes mess things up and wonder if I really have that much to offer?  Where does my life begin to truly make a difference to anyone but me or even my creator?  As I walk each step and even run a few I begin to see where it all leads.  This is what my heart longs for; this is what I know that I was created to experience.  God in all His glory, being made famous in the entire world, His name being magnified to the utter most parts of the earth.  Can you imagine with me?  This is what my heart burns for, this is what I know I was made for. 

    God, show me your power.  God, reveal to my generation the key that will unlock the door we’ve been standing in front of for so long that is ready to swing wide open.  Guide us to the streams of life, let us stand on the rock and be ready for the fight of our lives.  The battle that isn’t won here on earth but in the spiritual realms we don’t even see and where our foot steps make a greater difference than we’ll ever know.  

Friday, 13 February 2009

  • I thought I would explain the picture....

    Ok, so I guess most of you have seen the picture of my ankle on facebook.  If not you should see it.  It's a real beauty.  I think it's incredible what a metal plate and a few screws can do.  Crazy!

    Well, where to start?  On Monday night during my dinner break I went to Akerhus Festning (A fortress castle) near my house to go sledding with a friend.  We found some nice trails that had already been made from those sledding earlier.  One of the trails happened to go right into a tree.  Bobbi was thinking that it might not be too smart to take that one but why not?  Just a couple of times of course.  The 3rd time was the charm!  I was on one of the little tiny "butt" slides with my feet in the air and "CRACK!"  I hit the tree and felt immediate pain in my ankle.

    I immediately shouted at my friend and told her we had to pray and pray a lot!!  I was a little scared and just kept thinking of how tight my shoe was and that I knew something was broken.  After we prayed for my ankle and that I would have peace because I didn't want to go into shock I sent her running to find help.  If you are familiar with the fortress the side entrance closes early so she had to run all the way around across the bridge to find help.  A guard at the fortress drove a car to where I was.  I slid down the hill and managed to get into the car and she drove me straight to the legevakten (emergency room).  There I got in line and then they took me back to x-rays, I was crying a bit so everyone let me cut in line...I was supposed to wait like 5 numbers.  After the x-ray they told me that I had a dislocated fracture of my fibula something, something.  It needed immediate surgery. They called for an ambulance from the local hospital where I would need to get the surgery done.

    I arrived at Aker Sykehus and waited a couple of hours before they did more x-rays and found a surgeon.  They were really busy but they had to prioritize my surgery.  I went into surgery at 24:00 midnight and was awake the whole time.  It was a new experience to be in surgery and I didn't want to sleep.  They gave me anethesia from my thighs/waist down so I didn't feel anything.  It took them quite some tries before they found the right spot in my spine to put the medicine, that was a bit painful.   During the surgery all I could see was the little bit from the reflection of the equipment above me, which was cool.  I made a game with the nurses and tried to learn all their names and which cities in Norway they were from.  It helped to pass the time.  The surgery took about 1.5 hours and then I had to go to post op where I was until I got the feeling back in my legs. 

    After I could feel and move my legs I went to a room with one other lady who also broke her ankle and we shared the room for the 3 days I was in the hospital.  I was well taken care of and I think it was ok for being in the hospital.  The nurses were great!  I was taking quite some pain medicine at first but my stomach got stopped up so I didn't want to take any more.  I didn't really have so much pain in my leg but I was more sick in my stomach.  I was throwing up a bit too.  It was weird to be in the hospital for my leg but all of my pain was in my stomach and head.   

    I finally made it home to the Jesus House last night.  Everyone in the house is so helpful and I even have a first floor room for myself, closest room you can get to the bathroom!  I will be able to get the stitches out in 2 weeks and I am supposed to be on crutches for 6 weeks.  It's amazing I think that I am really not in that much pain.  God is faithful.  I have had so many people praying for me and I really felt it and still feel it. 

    All I can say is that I was having sooo much fun playing in the snow and sledding until all of this happened but I think Bobbi will stay away from sledding into trees forever, never again. 

     

     

     

Thursday, 05 February 2009

  • Life......

    Hei, friends!
    I am here and just wanted to say hello.  I enjoy very much keeping up to date with everyone through different ways.  It's such a blessing to communicate with people. 

    God is just amazing and I feel that every day there is so much to be thankful for and so many reasons to just be in awe of God.  I truly, truly, love life.  Even through the rough times, I just realize that I am so blessed.  God has been POURING blessings on me lately and I almost can't handle it.  I don't think I am a person who doesn't receive well but sometimes it's overwhelming.  I would have to say that I am more of a giver but it also depends on what I am receiving.  With all of this said, I know that God is up to something and I feel such an anticipation in my spirit.  My heart is full and swelling over!  God is simply amazing. 

    I need to write more.  I have been thinking of writing a book or at least getting thoughts out.  This is more than an idea...let's see when I can start.  I also would like to start writing some songs too, we'll see what happens and I am sure to keep everyone updated. 

    Ok, those are my random thoughts for the day.  I hope everyone is doing well.  Have a fantabulous day!! 

Saturday, 13 December 2008

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